Forgive Your Daughter Again

These beautiful dresses were sold in the Bock and Schülsser, the wedding warehouse we went today.
Not affordable for a student like ME.

Dear mom and dad, I will study harder this year I promise and make you two proud of me.

I think I am lucky when it comes to good and cheap stuffs. Shopping is not my hobby, I buy things that I need. It is important to change the mindset. I love shopping, I love shopping - No, you don't! I need them, therefore I shop! That's how to make shopping as something smart. I shop if there are sales, if not I´d better save my money. Well, by realizing how many things I've bought these 7 days, I realized that it is not easy to earn money and hold them. I want to work! Work on something that I love and enjoy and I get privileges

from my job. I don't know, maybe discounts or buy one get one free. Work in a great magazine or newspaper or tv channel. Something that is pleasant for me. So far I just can say thanks mom and dad for everything, I will find a way to repay - make you two proud of me =)

Love Thought

I think, the world's most romantic sentences in the world have never changed...

" I LOVE YOU. WILL YOU MARRY ME?"
What about yours?

101 Ways to Say I LOVE YOU

After going out with my family today to try the wedding gown for my aunty, I was in the mood for love. And I found this on my tumblr archives. Hello all the boys out there, THERE ARE THOUSAND OF WAY SAYING I LOVE YOU!! BE CREATIVE!!!!!!

• I adore you.
• I am infatuated with you.
• I appreciate you.
• I can’t live without you.
• I can’t stop thinking about you when we’re apart.
• I cherish you.
• I dream of you.
• I live for our love.
• I love being around you.
• I need you by my side.
• I need you.
• I respect you.
• I value you.
• I want a lifetime with you.
• I want you.
• I worship you.
• I yearn for you.
• I’m a better person because of you.
• I’m blessed to have you in my life.
• I’m devoted to you.
• I’m fond of you.
• I’m lost without you.
• I’m nothing without you.
• I’m passionate about you.
• I’m thankful for you.
• I’m yours.
• Me and you. Always.
• My love is unconditional.
• Our love is invaluable.
• Take me, I’m yours.
• The thought of you brings a smile to my face.
• Ti tengu cara (to female) or Ti tengu caru (to male).
• Together, forever.
• We were meant to be together.
• You are a blessing in disguise.
• You are an angel from God.
• You are like a candle burning bright.
• You are my crush.
• You are my dear.
• You are my everything.
• You are my heart’s desire.
• You are my life.
• You are my one and only.
• You are my one true love.
• You are my reason for living.
• You are my strength.
• You are my sunshine.
• You are my treasure.
• You are my world.
• You are precious.
• You are the light of my life.
• You are the reason I’m alive.
• You bring happiness to rainy days.
• You bring joy to my life.
• You cast a spell on me that can’t be broken.
• You complete me.
• You drive me wild.
• You fill me with desire.
• You fill my heart.
• You give me wings to fly.
• You had me from hello.
• You hold the key to my heart.
• You inspire me.
• You intoxicate me.
• You lift me up to touch the sky.
• You light my flame.
• You light up my life.
• You make me hot.
• You make my heart skip a beat.
• You make my world a better place.
• You mean the world to me.
• You motivate me.
• You rock my world.
• You seduce me.
• You set my heart on fire.
• You simply amaze me.
• You stole my heart.
• You sweeten my sour days.
• You turn my world upside down.
• You turn the darkness into light.
• You’re a dream come true.
• You’re a gem.
• You’re a twinkle in my eye.
• You’re absolutely wonderful.
• You’re all I want.
• You’re as beautiful as a sunset.
• You’re beautiful.
• You’re charming.
• You’re enchanting.
• You’re heavenly.
• You’re my angel.
• You’re my perfect match.
• You’re one in a million.
• You’re priceless.
• You’re sexy.
• You’re the apple of my eye.
• You’re the best thing that ever happened to me.
• You’re the best.
• You’re the diamond in the rough.
• You’re the one for me.
• You’re the one I’ve always wished for.

from

http://www.romancestuck.com/i-love-you-100-ways.htm

Just Do It!

This was the post!

Take one!

AND THIS IS MY FAVORITE OF ALL!

So this afternoon, before I went out for shopping, as usual I played on my tumblr, (cool tumblr alert) then I saw a really cute picture and I re-blogged it. As I remember, I once saw that my uncle had this huge shopping bag ( as the matter of fact, all my family members here shopped a lot since my another uncle is getting married on September). And yeah, my creative part of the brain popped out - I SHOULD MAKE ONE TOO! As you can see! I love all those photos that I took using self timer at that moment. I think I took about 15 and the third picture, I put them as my profile picture on Facebook. With a title..

"Nastiliciously succeed with my RUTNESS"

Forgive Your Daughter

I ran to my bedroom and took so many pictures of it....

Take a look of it..

And got crazeeeeeeeee with it!

I AM JUST GETTING SO EXCITED YET GUILTY!!! Woo-hoo, I finally owned an OXFORD SHOES! So I bugged into a Salamander store in Frankfurt am Mainz, everything was on sale (otherwise I wouldn't get in) ha ha ha. And I saw this very cool and awesome brown Oxford shoes that made me so in love, like love at the very first sight! I went to H&M before and saw a couple of Oxford Shoes too, it was 1/3 of my shoes and I thought I would love to buy it but then my conscious said no - and A FINE I got the greatest real one with a good leather! AHHHH I AM JUST SO HAPPY! I have been craving for an OX for suhca longgggggggg timeeeeeee! I remember I owned a Salamander looked like a skin of Cobra when I was 7, my dad bought them for me and I LOVED IT SO MUCH! I wore them to school everyday until it got tighten for my growing feet. And 12 years after that it was just a talk to have a Salamander, until TODAY! Well, to be honest I feel a bit shameful that I still used my parents money to buy them - I mean I don´t work and I can't afford it (until this post is posted I haven't told my parents). But I remember my mom always says better to buy an expensive shoes than ruining your feet - so MOM I JUST DID WHAT YOU MANDATED TO ME =) AH YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS! I AM REALLY GLADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!

Not that I used them to school but also a special occasion like that!!

I found out this picture on my facebook! Ah, I miss them but it is ok, they are replaced!

"Buying shoes is like love at the very first sight. If it happens, it just happens."
(Unlike clothes, you can find the replacements for several times)

Old Fashioned Love

That´s the sweetest thing that one had done for me. Maybe there are some too, but I don´t remember, since it happened last February this year. Not that I want to spoil the memory, but I just found this photo on my tumblr dashboard. Yeah so the story was this guy asked me to be his girlfriend last Valentine, even tho he was refused. But when it comes to things like love, I can say I am a more old fashion lover girl, in a way I will be happier if someone ask me to be my boyfriend to live a relationship, that´d be really sweet so that we will celebrate the anniversary everrrrr-y months! Help me, I am UP, USIA PANICK!! That´s in Indonesian =)

I miss to hear someone asks me
" WILL YOU BE MY GIRL?!!"

This time if someone asks, I won´t refuse. Everything I can get ROTFL

RECALL!

I never forget this, finishing my Extended Essay on my favorite subject, Economics. I piti-fy my self that I give my self recently too many excuses on not finishing it like now, you know I should have finished them. But I remeber that John Lennon said "Time you enjoy wasting, was not wasted". I didn´t particularly waste my time I am not a time-waster, it just that I am easily distracted by so many things that I am interested like: blogging, editing photos . I am actually stressed tho, but I never really show that. Better to divert them to things that do make me feel less stressful. But yeah this is an unbearable deadline that before 28th of August I gotta finish them!

Offenbach Skies

Juicy-sunset smile

I styled up my pajamas so it looks at least not that bad in a picture

Offenbach sky, have you ever heard about that?

The weather was hot and cold. There was a little number of thunders. Offenbach skies. It was raining then it stopped. Then it continued it stopped. Then after all, when all this pull and push moment ended the sky was on my side. It was really beautiful, as it was in movies. Remind me a lot of couples kissing when it was sunset. Poor me, I was alone. It´s fine you gotta find one soon. I thought the galaxy was all mine and I captured it all. Offenbach skies, it was beautiful!

Jakarta - Frankfurt

Can not believe three days ago I was still in Jakarta!

Hello. I am now in Frankfurt. I just flew from Italy, which the day before I just arrived from Jakarta. I had such a adventurous yet stressing day yesterday...

I had a bad-bad day yesterday. Came to take care my permesso too early, come back again and had to wait 10 numbers long, missed the 5pm train, the 6.19 train was arrived late therefore missed the last bus to Treviso Airport, asking avery nice Italian woman to pick me up to the airport, welcomed by a really long line to check in, caught I was bringing a camera bag outside,meeting a really nice random Mexican guy who talked a lot and smelled like weed on the plane, get off from the airport found out that Germany was cold likewinter,was transferred to the other bus because the bus was broken and soon on.. Anyway, here I am safely just had breakfast at mygrandparents´ house, eating Nasi goreng!

Love,

Rut

(taken from my Facebook note)

;-) So from now on, my blogs will smell about Europe and my life back in Italy. And put it at very first place, to inspire you all. Hope you keep on updates!

View from my bedroom in Frankfurt.

We're going to the beach today
We're gonna laugh and sing our cares away
The sun is shining on our face
We can take it in and let it out and say...

CHORUS:
La, la-la, la-la, la-la
La, la-la, la-la, la-la
La, la-la, la-la, la-la
La, la-la, la-la, la-la

I do enjoy my time with you
Making the best of everything we do
We're gonna try on something new
And we'll make it ours before the day is through

CHORUS

And now the sun has said goodnight
Just want to say I had a real good time
I think I really feel all right (all right)
I don't ever ever wanna say goodbye

CHORUS

La, la-la, la-la, la-la
La, la-la, la-la, la-la