Crush

This photo was taken by Vladimir. I used it for so long as my BlackBerry's display picture -I just like the expression of "what so ever" over there, and it was candid.

Call me a little kid
I have so man crushes
This year even more, life just brought me to another direction
Loving someone ain't fun
"We'll see each other" ain't enough
It was not a yes, obviously not
Neither a no - hold

Today,
Ceteris paribus moment, I got a chance to look back
Just to see my crush
Turned m head to the back, left side
I won't tell, I love to play a secret
Keep it a mystery

Crush
It's not an intense love
Butterflies. Giggles.
Those are enough.

Rut Nastiti

Like A Bird

Group of birds flying in Duino.

Rome, Villa Borghesse, I won't erase its beauty but you.

I hate to wait you in anxiety and hopefulness. When you understand and realise, it's too little too late. I don't wait, I fly. I am free.

There are still so many free birds out there whose feathers are better than yours
Whose wings are strongers than yours, who can fly higher than you, whose heart are more humble than yours.

I am like a bird, you have to catch me, put me in a cage - or you would not have me, forever.

This is a goodbye. I will let the few memories of you fly. I would never go down to
the land, and to you. I hope you wont regret, because I don't. See you in the other sky.

Rut Nastiti